No, I don't think you're like that. You wouldn't be here with us if you would be harmed by the loss of another. But when someone you often see is gone from your life, and you know they won't be coming back... that absence is a loss.

[And if she sounds truly genuine for the first time, it's because she thinks of Eric and realizes that she misses him. Even though she has no regrets about what she did... it's still strange to know he won't be around.]